Glands Glands go away sick of swollen moon face bulimic head on me :) 20:40 30/10/2008 getting my period I feel, very bloated and also having paranoia perhaps ive gone mad on salt as I ran out of my trocamare and been using sea salt but I gotta just modify it thats all. nipples are killing me so I def coming on my period aswell so I gonna go easy on meself. ate light breakfast with jacket on...
...feel bad cause everything should have gone perfect but it totally didn't and I'm scared to call B&N back and I OWE THE SCHOOL 10K so I can't register classes and I'm behind in art, and I dont want to go to photography because I know Kortenkamp is gonna mess me up AGAIN. AND DAMNIT. IHATEEVRYTHING. DID I MENTION I'M ON MY PERIOD? D < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < < <
...3 paragraphs that there was a structure rubric on the other side of the page that instructed exactly how it wanted it written. I'm kind of afraid I'm going to snap at my teacher today. I got my period 2 or so days ago, and I've been in more stomach pain then usual with it. It'll be hard to concentrate on my school work, and it'll be hard to fight my irritation with everything. Like no offence...
Wow it's nearly a fortnight since I posted, it's flew by! In that time I've had my fertility specialist appointment, got my first period in 6 months, turned 25 and joined the gym :o) Fertility Specialist appointment probably couldn't have gone much worse, but actually I predicted what they'd say pretty much word for word so whilst I'm disappointed I'm not surprised. Despite having ?PCOS (they "can't...
gah. periods are horrible. i'm cramping like a sumbitch and it doesn't help that the weather took a turn for the cold. at least it was a short day at school, so that was a bright spot. As you can...he would have gotten one out of his purse for me. which i am fairly certain he wouldn't have, seeing as how he is 1.) of the male persuasion and 2.) doesn't have a purse. ah tyler, you silly thing
... checked... it was just bad news. Haha. I usually do not bleed that heavily, but it was like all of a sudden my bodydecided to get rid of half my menstruation in one go! Hurray! I hate my stupid period. Another bad thing that has happened in the 6 hours I've been awake: I ripped off the skin that was covering my wonderful burn from Wednesday night. I didn't think it had blistered, but oh, did...
my 2nd to the last day of the week! same dilemma... same feelings... same situation... same world... matagal ba talaga makapag move on? anuman pilit ko sa sarili ko, eto pa rin ako, same feelings...sya ngaun sa bahay.... wala na dpat ako pakialam kasi malamang yun din sasabihin nya sa kin..... haaay... abe, itatak mo na lang sa utak mo na di ka na nya MAHAL! Hindi Na! Lagyan mo na ng TULDOK!
... I have to design 10 halloween costumes. I have a few and they're all shitty as hell. I had to write an essay for that class on why we're given our assignments verbally! Anyway I found out I got my period when I was crying on aim to Kyle about how much I hated Julie's music. I took a bathroombreak and horray! There it was! I was talking about how I wanted to be a menstruation fairy for halloween...
I guess you could blame it on the fucking menstrual cycle, but today I feel particularly violent and anti-social. There are a few things that would make me happy: -Lying in bed all day watching trashy...hope I get my paycheck today, but I suppose I can wait until tomorrow. I'm sorry if I scared anyone with my other blog... it was before I ate some chocolate, so now I feel much better. Love you all
