...how most of them are written and I've done some cracking essays like that. I still get stressed though. Another thing that got under my skin today was during class we were talking about death and mourning. I can remember thinking "I'm a lucky fuck, the only peope I know who died did so when I was too young to fully understand" but the tutor started making a point about how the death of someone...

this is the one of the most saddest video lala ever watched!!! the dog mourning and looking after his dead friend at the crowded road. The tear jerker part for lala is when he tried to wake his friend up and push him away from the road!!! LALA is super sad now!!! ahhhhhhhh.... lala cant take it liao.. perhaps cos lala also got a cat at home. I feel alot for these dogs...ahhh, im so going cry again...

... smart, funny and a ball of sunshine to everyone who knew her. I will probably post another entry about this once I get my thoughts sorted out, but for now I would like to post a quick prayer in mourning of my lost friend. Hail Mary, Full of Grace, The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us...

Goodnight Sweet Prince. ;_; (note: above picture is not actually my fish, just the first picture that came up on google of a jack dempsey.)

...in Matrix, so that there is no careful approach necessary anymore? I hope nobody gets this wrong (or otherwise I'll be really fucked) but -> hey, doesn't have a victim a RIGHT to choose the style of mourning her/his face is shown with in the media? is it ok to tare crying girls in front of a camera and choose the most cheesy moments? is it possible that those who absolutely willingly let this be done...

So I just found out a friend of mine from high school lost her battle with leukemia the other day. I meant to contact her when I found out she had it, Jason wanted to give her encouraging words, but we...the years. I'm really shaken up about the whole thing right now. I wish Jason would get out of class sooner so I could tell him. I just can't believe this happened. R.I.P. Shannon. We'll miss you

...friends, but at another time, you can be at the bottom and not have but one or two good friends. Well I do believe I'm on the lowering side of this cycle with one of my friends. It's almost like mourning someone who died. Well in fact, the friendship died, so that may be it. You go through a period where you don't want to accept it and almost be in denial that this is happening and eventually...

I suppose it's long due for my mourning time. Oh, and a page to blog about it, how extremely wonderful!... not. It is rather depressing for me to announce the death of Lelouch Lamperouge a.k.a. Lelouch Vi Britannia (see, this is where my nickname Vi Britannia elevates from) which occurred a mere few days ago. It's disaster! It's tragedy! SUNRISE- the bloody producers- has just successfully runing...

Gloria is being ethuanized today. So sad, I went to sit with her and give her one last apple. (I often sneak apples to her). Her legs/hips gave out, and she's lived a great life. It's the right thing to...goodbye this morning during cleaning. As I got back to the house Pam drove by, which made things so much worst. Gloria was likely her next stop. Rest in Piece girl, and know that you are loved.

...went to] are so hard to keep up [by the end of the period only four were left of the.. seven or so, and then at the very very end it was only me. Hmm.] or even to find. I'd like to think I am done mourning [are you ever? it's kind of harsh to think about.] but I don't want to forget. I would love to give something back. I would love to actually give some of my knowledge to other people. Like "don't...