...from the very beginning. how i used to handle emotions as debilitative as these, i have forgotten the way. or rather, i lost the ability to deal with them. whatever happened to those days that i felt stronger than anything else? ----- but i've become so emo-fied these days. emo chinese songs are filling up my playlist since the start of the week. i detest what fragility is doing to me.
...itself (basically its guts fell out) and I had to give my teacher the work that was on it today . Which really sucks. Huge project too... -sigh- I think I'm going to wind up failing but whatever... so emo... -enter rantmode- I hate my stupid teacher for engineering. She doesn't actually teach, just directs us to the stupid student handbook. Moreover she wouldn't even be able to help us in the case...
from my myspace: So my now ex-boyfriend broke up with me this morning... just when i find a way i think i won't leave and follow my habbits. shit man, this rele sucks i don't know what to do. i've tried...with alex, that was a week of hell and drama that sadly i will never forget but i know that all of this has some sort of a lesson in it for me. ok, gtg NOW. ttyl
Hm, me and Pandora are getting reacquainted after a week of DVDs and old CDs with much resonance. It's emo-tastic up in here. Also: Fall Out Boy and The Killers are coming out with new albums this month. You guys, it's not even my birthday! Thanks for thinking of me though. I usually listen to music using YouTube since I can't download stuff on campus. I've been wanting to listen to "Hey Amy" by In...
Sometimes I just want to go back to that night and watch Wristcutters and snuggle... and escape the fact that in the end, we're both just going to end up letting each other down.
i'm going to a movie party tonight, so idk if i'll be on at all tonight. I still am in a sort of 'I hate life' mood, and am basically dragging myself to this because otherwise I'll just be at home thinking...to /d/. But before I go, I'm going to leave you with this question; Which way is Lockon's dick pointing? /m/ says to our right, but I am suspicious. I feel like a failure as a Dick Expert
.... I'm holding everyone back... A burden to everyone... My family, my friends, my lover... All of them. I feel it boring into my core further and further every day... I feel so hollow, like there's a...life itself finally twists my path into Death's grip... I'm not even afraid of it... I long for it ... Just to make this joke of an existence end with it's dull punchline... ...I'm so done... Neuro
Isn't the whole point of temping to be not permanent? I was told verizon wasn't interested in me for the assignment because I made it sound like I would be looking another job in the mean time. Well, this...hate them all. I hate putting in time and getting no where. My life has reached a new low. When I get back from New Orleans I'm applying to any place I can find. I think Dunkin Donuts is hiring
...the numbers 23 and 32). it seems weird now but i like it, it fits in a weird way. glenysong is what i use for my hotmail and gmail and yahoo accounts because yes, i am devastatingly original. ok emo reflective post time. let us start from the beginning. shiying and i took the bus home from the RJ exhibition together (i might mention this later) and we were talking about school etc. we were talking...
