Some relationships can be just like a hurricane.   I suppose this is a very apropos statement considering there is one bearing down on the Tampa Bay Area as I type this. If you think about it though...your life vision and goals with your partner now.   It may take a bit of your time, but it may also save you from reoccurring arguments that never seem to have an end.        

am I really that repulsive? why is it the only women who can seem to stand me anymore tend to be thousands of miles away? or are completely insane. or both. I can't seem to tell anyone anything with out...often feel like a third wheel now days that somedays I just don't want to leave my room. so tell me. am I REALLY this repulsive? do I really make milk curdle and children cry just by looking at me

So, here's my dilema: Again: I went over, he made dinner, and we ate with another couple.  I had fun, I drank, we watched a crappy ass movie, we went to bed, I puked, we made love, we went to sleep. After...he is avoiding me. I am afraid he hates me, for some reason or another. I wish I could stop caring about all of this. I wish I had Joe here with me. I need a good, level-headed friend right now

After picking up Mike (different one) & Karen from the airport and spending some time with them -- they invited me to lunch but I really needed some quiet time to reflect on events -- I headed home around...Mike. But as much as it was a bit difficult to go through I feel it has help expose some new perspectives for me on old issues, and that it may help me further understand where I'm going on my journey.

...don't know how much he'll remember of the evening, but I need to make it clear that I need some time and space to process through this. I expect that this will very likely require me to terminate any possibility of dating him in the future, and open the door to just a friendship. Based on some of the rambling I don't expect him to take this well, but I simply don't think I have any alternative.

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...about that? Yeah, I think that's probably likely. If she rejects me, so what? That can't be the end. I can't stop here. But this was such a rare circumstance that brought me out of my decade-long dating slump. How can I recreate it? It was the first time in a decade that lightning struck and it dawned on me unequivocally that here was a girl who was into me. It gave me the confidence to pursue...

Had a date Thursday...it was okay...a ltitle younger than me, conversation was a little slow at times, but the making out was good.  :-)  Although...the Ice Cream Date had no slow conversation, more laughs...with it.  Then it's into school I go (oh, and my new SMART board was mounted yesterday....SOOO COOL!!) to do some planning and other work that needs doing, then it's to Beckster1974's for some tech work

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...know has a very cute face and is super nice to boo. ( You don't get that a lot) - I can't monkey on the monkey bars anymore. ( It hurts my hands X_X) The main thing I wanted to ramble about was my dating habits or lack there of. She thought it was really strange that I'm 17 and never had a date.  I guess it kind of is. Its not like I'm too terribly plain or ugly.   I've just never been asked. ...