So today I was eating lunch with a friend and I was talking about a class I'm taking and I realized that I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Absolutely no idea. Fuck Then she said, "Kaitlyn...got me. "Just follow your heart". I mean I think I could do it. I love movies. I always talk about them with friends anyways. And I know that I can write well. So why not? I just dont know what to do
second post for the day. fucken not happy. not only have I been pissed at the fact that I'm doing terribly at finishing my homework because of lack of brainwork, but also pissing my cousin off because...things do. not to mention the reason why i've been so retarded because of coming math exams in the following three weeks. fuck you world. ... ^copyright alex photograph, you steal you die. D: <
Guess whose phone was thrown out!? Yup, that's right! Mine! When I was playing ouendan, I gave it to her to hold for a few minutes so I could beat the song. And she put it on her tray, apparently. ...smile with it. Now, not only do I have to deal with all that shit, but I can't get my dad his fucking Christmas present, that I knew he would have liked and used. I'm really, really fucking pissed
I am now officially done with clinicals for my LPN program. Today was hectic and perhaps the busiest day for me yet, but I was right up front helping a doctor (if only slightly) with three different procedures...ass jacket. It is lined with fur and feels oh so nice. I want to say that I can't think of Jennifer Hudson without wanting to cry. I feel terrible for her. PS - Boo Philies. Lose muthafuckers lose
...or at least I hope so. I'm fucked, guys. After staying up until 2 yesterday morning working on homework, and waking up 4 hours later on terrible terms with my mother, I promised her that I would be in bed by 10 tonight. I promised myself that I would be,too. I was extremely tired. Well, studying for my AP Euro test tomorrow, which is proclaimed as the hardest test of the year, I have once again...
...it hurts a bit less than watching what is happening around me. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy for Chris that he has found his other half; it just sucks that I thought I had found mine and got fucked over just so that I can be the support for all of my friends and tell them how lucky they are, etc. It's interesting that this blog follows my last post, eh. When Chris hit me on messenger today...
I don't even know which way is "UP" right now. Been drinking way too much as of late and I don't mind hanging out with my best friend and his girl, even though I hooked up with her in Vegas before they...share and miss that feeling of being wanted, fuck...I think I'm still drunk from last night. I have totally lost my train of though @ the moment. I'll come back and finish this post later, blah.
I killed my laptop on Thursday. I had vitamin water in my backpack, and... well... let's just say I fell asleep, and when I woke up, there was a huge puddle under my bag and my laptop was in said bag...still not caught up* By the way, katia_chan and I came up with a name for this pretty shiny new laptop. His name is Bob. Yes, that is Dresden's Bob. TV or book, it doesn't matter, does it
...time I saw it in 2002 the suicide girl, Theresa Wayman, made me want to cry. She really played that roll well, but I don't think she got into acting much after that. Watching Shannyn Sossamon get fucked was making me horny, so I needed to do something about it. I just got out of the shower a bit ago. I was masterbating while thinking about an ex-girlfriend that I really wish I could fuck again...
