I'm so tired I haven't slept a wink I'm so tired My mind is on the brink I think I'll go downstairs and fix myself a drink John Lennon Posted via LiveJournal.app .
...even hiding secrets! secrets that if i never saw it for myself yesterday i would still be in the dark! seriously. whats the point if you call me your girlfriend and still keeping thing that i think i have the right to know? like what's on your mind and all. was it what i said? was it what i reacted when we saw those people yesterday? i seriously have no idea. really, tell me. im tired of this.
I am back online and mostly caught up , but other than the usual not really interested. I've been so busy at work and doing really well. Manager said I am doing very well and can't wait to see more. I...number? Drop me a line. Also, open invitation if ya want to do something lemme know! I may have an opening. I'd like to have some more geek interaction in my life, get the crazies out once in a while
He's beautiful. He's wonderful. My saving grace. My rock. I may be nothing more than a friend, but I always know where I stand. He hasn't made me feel like this in months. Like, I know he's my friend...than that kiss. The feeling of love runs through my veins and I know that it's all going to be okay. I will get my happy ending. And this is the best I have felt in days. Lol... time for sleep
I feel like shit. I am getting sick and I hate feeling this way. My throat hurts, I am cranky, I keep coughing, I am really down, I've had a headache for 3 days. I hate feeling like this. I just want to... What really sucks is I do nothing but run around, tomorrow I have to take my car in to have a transmission fluid leak fixed, then off to trick or treat with the kids. I just want to feel better
Life now seems to be split into two sides. one, the productive side, getting all assignments done and working very hard to keep her relationship with her boyfriend and a few other friends in tact....to handle everything that is going on right now. When you know someone for so long, it is hard to let go. Trying to minimize my life. (Yes, yes, I've been saying this forever!) But I really am. n_n
At the risk of being quite silly, I'm not going to make a welcome post. My concept is that if anyone were to read this, they wouldn't get to know me through a single post telling them EXACTLY WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM- they'd make their own judgments based on what I write. Anyhow, I'm not going to post anything meaningful tonight- I'm quite tired. However, do expect a Halloween critique tomorrow.
...so fucking sore i almost wish i could have something awful like pneumonia just to give me a fucking viable excuse to hide from uni and the rest of my fucking life for a little while. I'm so goddamn tired. Taking lots of supplements. They probably do fuck all but i'm trying to be sensible as possible, even if it means half a drug cabinate ingested by the end of the night. I want to starve so fucking...
Wednesday: I stopped at WinCo on the way home. Got: Red Bell Pepper Gallon of Milk 2 Bottles of Wine (one red, one white) Home. The best thing about An being off on days I work is that he's there...day to go. 56°F Current: Clear Wind: W at 0 mph Humidity: 52% Thu 63°F | 49°F Fri 59°F | 47°F Sat 56°F | 47°F Sun 56°F | 41°F Here comes the rain
its so late here so im not gonna write more. gonna write tomorrow i guess. i want to let you know im freaking tired but i havent done any tiring things this week so i dont know why i am. ohh and i have to note that today was effin warm and windy! it was gonna be storm! it was lightening! i was sooo scared! eww okay thats it for now. soon xoxo
