actually it just feels like a normal day. haha. girls are coming over tonight. were gonna have that much needed girl time that i so badly miss. anyway. im watching the ballad of ricky bobby for the hundredth time. supposed to get my hair done but no cash so *tear*. i want an slr camera...

It's official. Kevin is adorable. He's really going to make a great daddy. :3 Not too long ago we were laying back, watching the world's greatest t.v. show, eva, House... And he put his hand on my...check out my baby gift registry on walmart.com please. It will give you an idea on how much stuff I still do need and what the cheaper price will be. I'm registered under Rose Williams. :3 kthxbai

hey kids, I need air, some music, something to drink, something to eat now and then, somewhere to sleep, and things to think about, maybe things to look at and touch with my fingers. I don't need anything... I danced more in the last two days than I have in.... in as long as I can remember. If I had some $$$, I would go right now to the store and buy stuff and make you lovely fuckers a delicious cake

i am in the computer lab in goks now because i am bored. anyhooo. i HEAR   that the jonas brothers are coming here. on april apparently. i also hear that they would be here on september for an ayala malls thing. boys like girls came instead. but im not complaining. i love them. got to meet them. paul + martin

Since by all means I am spiritually orphaned, I... no that's not a good way to start. Actually what I want to say is this. You've noticed how I've changed my titles? This is only the first step toward...This is by no means an attempt at imitation here. Actually that's a lie. I'm trying to imitate a figure on TV but that's the ONLY case in which I am imitating. Trust me on this, my life depends on it

...are detaced from a group get you feeling asunder. This week we all leared about ourselves, how getting what you wat is not always possible but making the best of a situation by compormising helps. Needs are all the same, like love, warmth, and acceptance, not to mention food! But having time to yourself onyour terms is a treat. Getting lost in a group or in a city, we need to find something to arouse...

i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. but i hate planes so yeaah. apparently it's cheaper to ride a plane on christmas. im going to LA.  perfect chance to stalk joe jonas. watch they have...                    will  cauterize and bruise in memory of what we used to call in love

..." (The Eye of the I, 264) I wonder if this partially assumes that you were highly spiritually aware in the moment of decision. If you were, then you would have more accurately assessed the needs of the situation vs. wishes, and better identified what wishes you "cannot" meet. If you're in a lower state of consciousness, you might fearfully retract from something... which would indeed justify...

I desperately want something. I tried to get it but the result I got wasn't the one I wanted. I'm still hoping I get it someday.