... sprucing up my room, and buying some Robitussin expectorant. The girl who lives next to me seems to be finally warming up to me and we may actually become friends. Or at least I can use her as a connection. It's all about the connections in the art world. I also got a Halloween costume. It's not like I am going to any sexy college Halloween parties though. That was so last year for me. This year...
Most of the really happy people I know get their hands dirty all the time. They garden or cook or refinish furniture. They touch basic materials that are closer to life than objects prefabbed...to plunk down $600 for an aluminum canoe that would never need to be recaned or refinished – but that would never be rejoiced over, either. – Jim Sollisch, Chicago Tribune Magazine
So today may be the best day of my whole senior year. Oh wait, it was! It started off like any typical Saturday. I woke up at 7:30 for football practice which starts at 8:00. Was at practice until 12...a bible study. Even though it wasn't based really off the bible, we ended up talking about how all of our weeks were, and we all really got to open up. This really ended my night on good terms.
Didn't end up going to dinner with Hil because she had tutor. Ended up going on a random excursion to the far Starbucks with Irenee. I never knew I could connect with that girl on the level we did today... I got a BOX of chai latte mix for 5$ because the scanner thing wouldn't scan the Canadian price... so I prety much got a 50% off deal. SWEET. I might work at Starbucks, if i can't get an ESL job
Ok, so this is the best that I've got so far! I'm in my bedroom, at my desk and the internet is working but it is a really, really crap connection and does keep disconnecting, but the fact is that it is connected. Part of the reason that it's bad is possibly because there's Peter on his play station, Paul on laptop and a friend of Paul's on laptop all wireless connections in Peter's room. And as...
So I went out unto the world on a great quest to find someone that practices Shinto. The reason for this is that I was suddenly reminded that long ago on a mountaintop in the Pisgah Forest, I pledged to... I will do anything. I want to know that I have a homeland, a people, a place. Even if it means finding them, never to see them again, at least I will finally know that I am not the last of my kind
...it's meaning, and we lose our means to connect with anyone potentially true ." Yanked this from a profile I saw this morning - and it rings true with me. I've been looking for some authenticity and a connection that have been missing in my life experience. Those of you who know me (intimately no doubt) know that I have no problem with a good hot romp under the bedsheets. It's exciting and a helluva...
Today's entry from the Awakening book is dedicated to everyone with love... OCTOBER 3 We all have needs As human beings, we need a lot from other people. We need love, support, connection, and closeness. In our society, feelings of dependency are considered negative. We're supposed to be very self-sufficient. It's shameful to most people to admit how much they really do need, especially...
...God approves of and who is madly in love with Jesus , who will worship with me, pray with me, read the Word with me, support me, and walk on God's path with me. i looooong for that connection with a man and with God i dont want to SETTLE anymore. I know he is out there for me somewhere. Heavenly Father, lead us to eachother. ***this was inspired by a bible study I attended...