Well, today has been much better since the last few days. After talking to my "boyfirned" well he finally replied to my txt I felt SO MUCH BETTER. Like i'm REALLY REALLY  relieved right now. Not the outcome.....they are sooo much more than that.  That is why I am going to miss my boyfriend, but I enjoyed it while it lasted. -Sigh - I just wanted to get closer to him, but I don't think he understood that.

Why do I feel like I'm in a long distance relationship , originally uploaded by stickrachel . This one is relatively old. There’s not a lot going on here to illustrate the caption, other than this is exactly how I was feeling at the time. Alone, maybe a little bit rained on, and staring blankly into nothing. It was also before I got my (current) crooked haircut, so you can see I was still...

...that they can brighten someone’s day anyway. I have more drawings sitting around, and as long as you don’t mind pencil sketches, I will post them. (What’s that, you say? You LOVE pencil sketches? Awesome.) Top Row: Zombie Rachel, my name with spacey lettering Middle Row: Kittycow, Some Kinda Monster Face, I Have A Cat on A Leash Bottom Row: This (Long-Distance Relationship) is a Terrible Idea

...sort of thing, plus it was followed by drinks with his mates. It's okay — it's complicated and you're not missing out on anything by not knowing. All you need to know is we've outlasted the so-called honeymoon period of a relationship (the first 18 months, apparently) yet we're still the same silly bozos we were back then (without the garlic smell). So yeah, the honeymoon period? It's a myth.

P.S:The flower is free, it was left over from an event.

We had a quick drink on Saturday afternoon — quick because he had to go to his office to work and I had to meet a client for a brainstorm. And me not being a nail polish kind of girl, he noticed my turquoise...just like the color" or "I bought a new color and wanted to try it out". But YOU were just waiting for your DROPBOX to SYNC? Wow. I'm still uncertain if it was a compliment or just plain amusement

...if need be. Fight for him. See many of my recent relationships,lets be honest, girls Iv picked, needed major help lifting their baggage. I am down with baggage, it comes with the territory of love and relationship, but you cant be carrying that shit around all day and forever. Iv usually compromised my own happiness for theres. Not any more. Now Im out to find my Neytiri, the blue sex goddess! Maybe...

Omg, I finally finished the Historian . Holy moly. that took a long time. and it was very boring. the book had some good ideas in it. some interesting ways of looking at old legends like Saint George...defense is screaming and maybe using the lamp as a bat. but i can't do anything for kenny either. i think i need some alone time asap. i've started a second job. great wonderful....please kill me

I changed my fish's water (finally), and he seems a lot happier. The old filter was grody. Although I'm not quite as happy because the new filter is freakin' loud, I can hear it over the heater, which...my losses, before yet another semester rolls around. I don't feel all that grown up. Somehow I miss the self-destructive self. There's a list in my head of what I want. And it is quite scandalous